Spirk photomanip - coming soon

Omg Ive been very inactive again , I shouldnt sign on tumblr, because its freaking addictive ;_;
But that wasnt the only reason why I havent submit here for so long...
Its stupid to say I didnt feel well, because of work experience (in a office,printing , very depressing , I wanted to work alone , but unfortunately I sat next to an annoying supervisor who scolded me whenever before I do something so I couldnt go on the internet and there was no wi-fi),driving school  (yep, I dont want to go there ,but my friend at school pressed on me to go there and she said  I would not regret it,unfortunately I met a teacher who also always scolds me), had an argument with my friend, who I have known her for 8 years , my friends at school, who they made me feel deceived...yeah, that was very stupid, but at that time I felt as if I wanted to escape from this country, need a freedom .
Also I realized I made a wrong choice. Before I went to high school my teacher strongly advised me to go to this type of school (to economic), but she didnt know I love art....and this is not the only case.I mean, I let people irl advise my destiny who they dont know me very well.How could I just believed them and go my way according to their advice?I always told myself that my heart is more fragile than logic, because I never know how much patience, stenght or whatever can handle.Unfortunately most of my choices were based on logic...sure, theres nothing wrong being Spock, but why am I unhappy?Maybe because I dont know who I am?Who knows , its so complicated.
Anyway, it passed an almost 2 months ago, ll go to same school in september (last grade,finally), the exam from driving school awaits me and I dont talk to my old friend.I think its better so , because frankly I dont know what to talk about,because she has a different hobby and she doesnt know what fandom is and if I explained to her what it is she wouldnt join,because she would say its a nonsense.
Everything changes and life goes on.

So does anyone have tumblr? ^.^
If you want to  me follow go to
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