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....how my only friend, which we meet every once or twice a week and school keeps me very busy and very tired....so tired I couldnt even write a proper comment or make photomanips....and tiredness just doesnt want to find some suitable pictures on net....
Damn, I must think more of photomanips instead of sleeping in bed.
But its getting harder and harder to create something no naked and romantic or when I have an idea I couldnt find the right pictures for the photomanips.I mean, I found many nice non-totally-naked gay pictures , but I dont think and Im not sure if the idea is original....so I guess I need to focus more on the graphic experiment than creating a story, which takes many hours to do.Finding a suitable picture is really the worst part of photomanip...I dont know, even when somebodys is tired - is still creating and doing something, but when somebodys then is tired....
Just wanted to keep a contact on dA - I hope youre not upset of my non-active-posting-photomanps.
BTW I just need to tell you what happened to me today.
My friend is a museum and monuments freak so today (damn I got up on 11:00 am because of her - I didnt want to get up very early on the weekend, but you dont know how freaking stubborn she is + we walked very fast all day,which I never get used to ) we were inside Pragues Astronomical Clock (most famous monument in Prague) so I took many photos of it.I went back home and I calmly let my mom show how many photos I took today.But unfortunately I forgot there was one SLASHY/YAOI MALE <3 MALE chibi picture (Japan/Switzerland from APH), which I drew and I know she HATES homosexual love in public so I was really down when she saw it.Her reaction - OMG THIS IS SO CUTE WHY YOU DIDNT PUT ON THE INTERNET?I was like wtf did she really believe theyre not homosexual??So I rather didnt say theyre gay, because shes not like shes a BIG HATER like she would omg throw a bomb or something, but when she just doesnt like something I just tolerate her opinion and I even think its better so, because 1. In our family we talk about other things than our sexuality and 2. I would only tell her who I truly love and when I dont have anybody Ive got my own right when I want to tell something in public or when I just let something in private and in peace.I was even surprised when she didnt ask about their sexuality, but I think she KINDA knew theyre gay, but who knows, nowadays anythings possible......
BTW again,
The Squire of Eros by aldora89 - nice story - love how Trelane is capable of anything , but love is just the exception.
Damn, I must think more of photomanips instead of sleeping in bed.
But its getting harder and harder to create something no naked and romantic or when I have an idea I couldnt find the right pictures for the photomanips.I mean, I found many nice non-totally-naked gay pictures , but I dont think and Im not sure if the idea is original....so I guess I need to focus more on the graphic experiment than creating a story, which takes many hours to do.Finding a suitable picture is really the worst part of photomanip...I dont know, even when somebodys is tired - is still creating and doing something, but when somebodys then is tired....
Just wanted to keep a contact on dA - I hope youre not upset of my non-active-posting-photomanps.
BTW I just need to tell you what happened to me today.
My friend is a museum and monuments freak so today (damn I got up on 11:00 am because of her - I didnt want to get up very early on the weekend, but you dont know how freaking stubborn she is + we walked very fast all day,which I never get used to ) we were inside Pragues Astronomical Clock (most famous monument in Prague) so I took many photos of it.I went back home and I calmly let my mom show how many photos I took today.But unfortunately I forgot there was one SLASHY/YAOI MALE <3 MALE chibi picture (Japan/Switzerland from APH), which I drew and I know she HATES homosexual love in public so I was really down when she saw it.Her reaction - OMG THIS IS SO CUTE WHY YOU DIDNT PUT ON THE INTERNET?I was like wtf did she really believe theyre not homosexual??So I rather didnt say theyre gay, because shes not like shes a BIG HATER like she would omg throw a bomb or something, but when she just doesnt like something I just tolerate her opinion and I even think its better so, because 1. In our family we talk about other things than our sexuality and 2. I would only tell her who I truly love and when I dont have anybody Ive got my own right when I want to tell something in public or when I just let something in private and in peace.I was even surprised when she didnt ask about their sexuality, but I think she KINDA knew theyre gay, but who knows, nowadays anythings possible......
BTW again,
The Squire of Eros by aldora89 - nice story - love how Trelane is capable of anything , but love is just the exception.
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Something is changing inside me.
And Im really not looking forward to the future.
I cant believe I would miss the people in school so much...I cant imagine living after school...I would live with my parents and work.With my parents, who I have such a bitter relationship right now...
Mainly I would miss one person, who gave me something I needed for many years...
I cant imagine my own future...I just cant...imagine...my bitter...lonely...future.
2013 - year of the hell...
(Ok, now I can watch "2012" movie and award as the biggest comedy of all the time)
...thats what Im going through. Unfortunately Ill be not so much active this year on submitting my photomanipulations on dA, because of life. :(
Im really terrified of my big final examination on high school, which will be in spring and I wanted study as much as I can to make at least myself sure I can do it...but that will be not so easy, because Im lazy person and I procrastinate so much...but I promised myself I will,because I dont want to go to university and it will be so hard to find a job without graduation.I really want badly to work abroad and I just
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Dear procrastination,
just please go away, youre getting on my nerves.
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maybe she knew they were, maybe she didn't but either way it is nice that she likes your art.
It is very different in my house. We don't talk about it but I know my mum is ok with gay people. She has even said to me if I am gay it doesn't matter, but that was many years ago and I could not tell her.
I always wanted to go to Czech republic. I never heard of the astronomical clock though. What is it like? A big clock?
It is very different in my house. We don't talk about it but I know my mum is ok with gay people. She has even said to me if I am gay it doesn't matter, but that was many years ago and I could not tell her.
I always wanted to go to Czech republic. I never heard of the astronomical clock though. What is it like? A big clock?