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I havent celebrate my b-day since when I was 12...but what am I going to do on my 18th b-day?Probably nothing...I would probably go home from school, throw my bag and go directly to sleep...
Sleeping till a dream will come...
And just ignore the reality...
Too young inside , too old outside...
Not looking forward to that day.
Im just the only young person who is not looking forward to beign adult.Period.
Sleeping till a dream will come...
And just ignore the reality...
Too young inside , too old outside...
Not looking forward to that day.
Im just the only young person who is not looking forward to beign adult.Period.
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Something is changing inside me.
And Im really not looking forward to the future.
I cant believe I would miss the people in school so much...I cant imagine living after school...I would live with my parents and work.With my parents, who I have such a bitter relationship right now...
Mainly I would miss one person, who gave me something I needed for many years...
I cant imagine my own future...I just cant...imagine...my bitter...lonely...future.
2013 - year of the hell...
(Ok, now I can watch "2012" movie and award as the biggest comedy of all the time)
...thats what Im going through. Unfortunately Ill be not so much active this year on submitting my photomanipulations on dA, because of life. :(
Im really terrified of my big final examination on high school, which will be in spring and I wanted study as much as I can to make at least myself sure I can do it...but that will be not so easy, because Im lazy person and I procrastinate so much...but I promised myself I will,because I dont want to go to university and it will be so hard to find a job without graduation.I really want badly to work abroad and I just
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Dear procrastination,
just please go away, youre getting on my nerves.
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I know exactly how you feel. I am 18 now and when I think that I will be 19 on my next birthday it makes me feel so old, like I wasted my childhood. I thought I would be young forever but now it's all gone.
I still sometimes say things like "when I grow up.." and then I remember I already am.
I still sometimes say things like "when I grow up.." and then I remember I already am.